Mind shouts - God! Get up and Pick up the pieces. Get up now...Why aren’t you? What is stopping you?
Heart shouts - How many times? If that is what you end up doing quite frequently, aren’t you wondering, Why? How many times can you hit the bottom and yet rise again?
It is disheartening to believe if it happens to you very often. You get tired of everything, right from sorting out the things to yet sort them out again. At one stage you simply sit down and wait for it to pass by on its own. You cannot make a fool out of yourself. You tend to believe in yourself, your actions which were not meant to hurt the other person. You do things often to make other feel that you care. But when it comes to hard times it takes seconds to play the blaming game and threaten to end it up.
How do you justify you love and care? By your actions, right? But these little kind actions of everyday doesn’t mean a thing on the battlefield and it all comes to one tiny detail. What about all those little gestures that you got in the habit of doing and the other person in the habit of taking or expecting. Is anyone keeping a balance sheet of all of it.
As somebody quoted well,
"Once I did bad and that I heard ever. Twice I did good and that I heard never....."
We know it is a temporary phase, it will pass by. May be it won’t go messy if we are conscious enough to give it some time and cool our heads before just acting on it in an irrevocable manner.
Heart shouts - How many times? If that is what you end up doing quite frequently, aren’t you wondering, Why? How many times can you hit the bottom and yet rise again?
It is disheartening to believe if it happens to you very often. You get tired of everything, right from sorting out the things to yet sort them out again. At one stage you simply sit down and wait for it to pass by on its own. You cannot make a fool out of yourself. You tend to believe in yourself, your actions which were not meant to hurt the other person. You do things often to make other feel that you care. But when it comes to hard times it takes seconds to play the blaming game and threaten to end it up.
How do you justify you love and care? By your actions, right? But these little kind actions of everyday doesn’t mean a thing on the battlefield and it all comes to one tiny detail. What about all those little gestures that you got in the habit of doing and the other person in the habit of taking or expecting. Is anyone keeping a balance sheet of all of it.
As somebody quoted well,
"Once I did bad and that I heard ever. Twice I did good and that I heard never....."
We know it is a temporary phase, it will pass by. May be it won’t go messy if we are conscious enough to give it some time and cool our heads before just acting on it in an irrevocable manner.
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Hey, I am your very first follower...
Love the way you write...
Shivali of:
http://platinumdivinity.blogspot.in/
Do visit.
Thank you very much Shivali for writing to me. I feel grateful that you bothered to write back. Honestly, dont think so it for any particular readers but the basics that each one of us go through, some to larger extent, some not that much.
I surely would visit your blog, its just that havn't come back to writing in this new year. I shall pen down soon.
Happy 2013.
Tanvi I read your posts...some of them are quite emotional.
Someday would like to know what makes them full of depth and emotion, i.e. if you would like to share the experiences behind these posts...
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